Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 11:47 AM
I FEEL DAMN FCUKING BAD !
Oh god, please forgive my mistake .
If i wish, i could rewind back the time .
&& stop fough-ing with rai.
Yeahs, i know its my mistake.
I couldn't keep pestering you.
But, its not 100% my fault . ):
I cry when you told me, " i wont sms or talk to you anymore. bye ! "
I was damn hurt when you told me this .
DAMN hurt .!
I dont wish to make enemy with you.
I've always wanted you to be my good boifiee. , or just a good friend of mine .
But, what i wanted for all this while come to waste . )';
I know, we known each other since pri2 , bt we nvr even talk to each other .
But , when come to pri 6 we have been very close .
Just when you added me in msn, fb, & fs .
&& aft that, you started to smile at me in sch .
Yeahs, i feel real happy to be friend with you .
Started back, aft we known close for 3 months , you told me you had a crush on me .
& i ask you to wait for me, till i can accept you .
Finally, i do & i did accept you . , o4.o4.o9 ! (:
We like some couples, who was shy to each other .
You accompany me at night, by calling & texting me.
On the date of, 12th oct .
We met, face to face .
As you wanted to talk to me .
I did met you aft sci PSLE.
We talk like nobody business .
You held my hand tightly, hoping not to let me go.
You come closer to me, but i came further to you.
We laugh out loud.
You come & hug me tightly,when i wanted to run away .
All those has become a memories in me.
I cant remember when was it when i met you again .
This time, i really had a great time only with you.
We stare each other & stuff . (:
When i started to think back , i smile thinking if this will eventually come back .
Then, on 2010 .
We broke up for some days .
26 days, D;
On the 4th jan, i saw you, you saw me .
I look away , & night you text me.
saying, " you very pretty ! "
I was surprised, you will told me this .
&& then, we come back together .
On CCA promotion day, you without fail will stare at me when having concert .
You will smile at me even others was talking with you .
we were happily together, till you ask for break .
&& thats where, i couldnt trust love anymore.
Sorry to the 4 guys, which i wont mention their name , i couldnt accept love.
Pls, find a girl, that can understand you guys more.
&& make you guys happy, cause i know .
I couldnt make you happy, im sorry .
&& to rai,
Forgive me .
I have forgiven you, long time ago.
Don't take girls for granted, bot .
&& find ur true, new princess (:
I cant bring you happiness .
Thanks for ur caring, & lovely dovey sweet talks .
I treasured our love.
Thanks aloads.
Be happy always, & dont forget god.
I'll pray for ur happiness, with god will . (:
Goodbye, our love story has ended .